pashes: 8.10

Sunday, October 08, 2006

8.10

played candles the other day. hahas - i need my childhood more than my teenhood.

06 10 06'
lighted candles - 061006
lanterns that still ended in flames - poor yellow.
mine's the YELLOW!
dying flames ..
dying flames

pathetically, the lamb had transform into guppy. not sure why. i just like it.

love the "when/if you're happy and know you @#!^%$*& " times. it badly turned my mouth upwards.

i had always wanted to know. am i the only one R-er that is feeling - - -
wanting EOY to badly go away yet dreaded the holis to come along , sometimes i just pondered hard am i suppose to feel this way ? or cos i'm toooo weak ? if only i got over like a_k and bubbliness from w_u , then mayb i wouldnt be so fragile or rather useless.

contradictions confuse me .
i've been contradicting myself .