pashes: 15.1

Monday, January 15, 2007

15.1

it's really stupid and childish ! it's not always i wanted to take a chopper and had him on his face. but he ALWAYS wanted me to think about that as my LAST resort. i wanted to use the com and i had properly planned to use it when he's using his playstation. guess what, the stupid wireless connection is GONE ! why is it gone ? cos HE hid it ! for whatever fucking reason is that for ?!

so i ask him for it, he said he'll get it for me but REQUIRES me to stand OUTSIDE his room . for what ?! for what silly & childish secret is he hiding from me and wat stupid reason is there not for me to know where he hid it. it meant he's gonna jolly well hid it the SECOND time. the bloody SAME reason he gave me cos i'm goin to have my O's. what is he to judge me when he himself played throughout his O's ??! now that i use com for even less than an hour compared previous is HOURS . F* HIM not !
jus dunt make me want to chop him again NEVER NEVER NEVER !
he spoils EVERYTHING !

played bubbles the other day cos mooodddswwwing. yes lame reason but it really makes me feels better
after seein my DOG ESCAPES into house seein those bubbles
bubbles doogyyy RUNN !

then the next day, cleared my bloody messy room.
BEFORE ___________ AFTER
BEFORE AFTER
then discoverd i had alot of posters from those teens, lime and teenager magazine. so i decided either s*ll or plainly give away
posters
saw any that interests you ??