6.4

i love the feelin of 自然醒slept thru almos 12hrs.
i felt my whole life right now is 3/4 occupied by schoolwork. the other 1/4 is either sleep, eat, timeouts. if it''s not a public holiday i would be rushin all those worksheets and pieces of shit

when's the last time i caught a movie ?
when's the last time i'm out ?
when's the last time i get out of woodlands?

but the fact right now i dont feel like doin all above .. i felt i'm losing alot on life.
by and by i suppose i'll turn into a non-social-lize ...

yesterday, humiliated . when you could not do it in front of the masses and ur friend boasted that she solves it & when ur partner looks down on u . when the close ones put so high hopes that ú're just lazy but when ur emaths cant even pathetically pass when u've practised and asked. i wonder shouldnt i be in NA ?
i felt i had been dont-know-wat for past week for some nonsensical things i felt i shouldnt be havin the time to imagine about. for days, i really wanted someone to slow down & listen to me ..

just at least wat the fuck let me pass my physics which i had really put effort in it.. even pass by one mark would be more than enough ! or else i really dont know ...