8.8

she taps her fingers on her arms .
i watched on with my heart leaping at every movement they make
she tear away her gaze, focus on something that's soft
i swear i wasnt be about to be confused
wasnt be about to daze
wasnt be about to arouse
wasnt be about to daydream
i know clearly in and out it's all a
show .
~~~~~
i skipped (but hell im really sick ~) sch but well its ND celebration ; no lessons anw .
i need to sleep
i just (an hr & half) pop two yellowish pills
im dozing .. i see
you
whom i desire to see .