11.9

there are too much diversions, i was so distracted all along till now . nowadays, i felt my brain is somehow 75% preoccupied on what shouldnt be while only 25% really focused on studies. i bet that's the reason why i cant seem to remember any steps after i had done them = wasted time .

i am so DISTRACTED .

the phy K.O-ed me today . another part is saying "DAMN YOU, why didnt you combined ur sciences when you clearly knew you could not be fully absorbed into ur studies ." i THOUGHT i could, initial phase of solution is i wanted to drop chem once and for all. now phy is pulling the spirits out of me - can i scream help ?!

see see see , tmr is amaths, and i've wasted the whole day doing.. wha- !? STILL HAD TIME TO BLOG . urhghs damn pissed with myself, but when faced with those 'a'-numbers, my mind is on the 75% something else .

focusing, trying. hard. to.