18.12

i had such a dramatic dream . i wonder what had my subconscious mind be imagining while im sleeping . it portrays me as a girl so in love with the boy next door but was stopped by the boy's parents as they wanted to find someone to match their wealthy respectable family status . so there was this another girl which the next door boy likes and whom matches their family status perfectly. let me say, this girl's face is utterly familiar ! i jus realise whose she . wth !

nevertheless i would sneak into his house to find him and he'll always protect me from his father . but in end i still got track down by his dad . so like other wealthy families in shows, they buy us over with $$. just that in my dream i was supposingly to be bought over by food - abalone . yes i was sitting on the dinner table with MY dad eating the damn it abalone.

when i wake up i realise what a damn it and ridiculous dream i had when in first place im not in love with the boy next door . i still had the creeps whenever i was reminded of his dad .