it's 20feb

i felt so awfully awful right now.
it's like for the whole of the holis i had prepared my life for eduation in 2mths from now.
and a sudden jerk of change in schedule and a sudden change of going back to what i lived with for the past 10 years of my life . i thought i was never goin back .
its just too sudden . cant they just start after 1week. im too naïve .