3.10

xiaoping just text me out of blue, i thought she's damn pia-ing for promos.
xp: hows your preparation for promos ?
d : so-so lor, u lehs ? you seems pia to siao le
xp: mus jyjy ! bt nthg is goin in, sort of givin up, trying hard to retain.
d: i was thking of stay-on or retain and ...
sudden instance, i felt i had alot of things to say. xp told me i really had too much to think, i shld forgo everything and jus do the best for the promos. whether anot we the passed the promos is another hurdle to think about. tt's why i've been hesitating since july till now. i hesitated, i paused, i stopped to think too much.

altho i know 1-2 weeks of constant hardwork wont get me anywhr near promotion, but i guess would probably get me nearer to retain than kick out of sch.im aiming all subpass and at least one h2 pass =Dim deciding the subs im takingmaths, chem/bio , hist/econs, cse =)